NoCan you take this seriously?My life is in your handsDid you laugh when I turned my backDid I interfere with your plansYou see me as a puppetA game you like to playNo more fun for you dear friendI'm just another layYou always wanted moreThan I was willing to giveYou came inside me, tore me upMy body like a siveNo trust, no time, no chance at allTo speak or say or screamNo way to stop the inevitableThat horrible, sickening dreamI feel the vomit in my mouthThe tears that flooded my eyesThe sound of tearing clothes and fleshThe resonating liesThere is no way you're humanA heart, it cannot poundBlood so cold and eyes so darkClaws that stiffled my soundI never felt like fighting backOr yelling or making a showI lay there because I was already deadI guess you didn't hear me no....
PlagueIf I may say soYou are not so goodDo not think you have any rightYou judge me without knowingStop for a secondLook backHurt, pleasepretty pretty pleaseIf I may say soYou may not berate meYou are no better than IPerhaps you are strongerWait for a momentThink about itCry, pleasepretty pretty pleaseIf I may say soYou've caused your share of painIn my defenceYou made me this wayHold on a whileFeel something realFear, pleasepretty pretty pleaseIf I may say soYou make me sickI don't want to care anymoreYou are not worth itI'm finished nowYou are a diseaseGo, pleasepretty pretty please
Original SinAnd then you looked at meOr was it you looking through me?I felt something stab a million daggers into my coreOr were those your hands?Wait for it because it will be betterYou are my appleWhat I wouldn't give to peel back your skinAnd taste what's underneathYou are so awkwardYou are not prettyYour body is just a bodyBut your smile is kindAnd that awkwardness is sexyI can't not look at youAnd you won't stop touching meI don't want you toYou are still my appleWhy this temptation?My test? Will there be more?You can trust I know it's wrong to pick itSo red and shinnyThe saliva pooling in the backs of my cheeksCome and find itIt's laughable reallyMy fascination with your eccentricityI believe you do it purposelyYou tempt and you teaseDon't tease meI might bite
A guide to tearsWhen that tear first appearsAnd you catch that glint in my eyeTo blink would start somethingAre you afraid yet?Slow motion, eyes closed, moisture in the cornerAre you still there?It's coming now, i feel it on my nose, on my cheekIf I open my eyes will you look at me?Run into my mouth salty tearDo you have something to say?What do you need from meI need these tearsAre you afraid yet?I'll tear down this wall for youPerhaps you don't want to see the other sideI'm afraid to open my eyesPush it down push it downYou stayed...why did you stay when even I wanted to leaveThey are flowing nowI won't hold backFor some reason it's safeYou don't smileOr try to make it betterThat's what I needYou can't make it betterBut you can stay