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Thank you Jeff for this fantastic photo of me and Richard on our wedding day

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~AngelinaBenedetti May 31, 2011 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Wow! I love her smile!! They look soo happy!!

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~SilverMixx Aug 19, 2008 Hobbyist General Artist

I featured this in my news article here [link]

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~xomissaxo Jan 17, 2008

AWW!
This is so cute!
I love weddings. =]

~melissa*

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Mood: dA Love

~angelscrime Dec 26, 2007

_{I'm out of speech... This is beautiful! I wanna a picture like this when I'm gonna be married.}

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`manicho Jan 30, 2007 Professional Interface Designer

I love the photo!

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Mood: Love

~SierraAngel Jan 26, 2007 Student General Artist

awwwweeee!!!!!!!!

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~Zartheit Jan 24, 2007 Student Traditional Artist

Beautiful photograph

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~tooclosetoyou Jan 24, 2007

thanks so much for the fav!

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~tooclosetoyou Jan 24, 2007

thanks so much for the fav!

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~love Jan 6, 2007

Gorgeous.... and your smile says it all

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